Materialistic world?
Perhaps, perhaps not.
Monday, March 12, 2007
- 9:30 PM
and so, thats the end of our journey, together. it took us (you, actually) almost 11 months to hit the ending point. and from now on, we have to go on our separate ways, living our own lives.
it has been a great journey because you colored my life so beautifully. though i was and am still reluctant about it, im trying my very best to accept what i should accept. however im gonna take it slow because its different this time round.
i love you so much, thats why i'm willing to let go. honestly, it hurts to see you treating it like nothing has happened. and to see you so happy and im not, i do feel a little unfair ocassionally. but well, as long as you're happy, i believe i'll be too eventually.
you mean alot to me and i'll never wanna destroy this special friendship that we share . so don't you ever do that too, because its really precious to me.
we've came so far and when i was just about to think that our r/s is getting really stable, things just wanna change without a blink. i have to admit its really painful, but i guess this is the most honest breakup ever. so for this, i should be grateful.
alright, thats all for now. i have no idea what and how i am feeling now. i hope God will lead the way and give me an answer soon.
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Eileen Kang
19th Dec 1987
Ngee Ann Poly
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